<?xml version='1.0' encoding='UTF-8'?><?xml-stylesheet href="http://www.blogger.com/styles/atom.css" type="text/css"?><feed xmlns='http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom' xmlns:openSearch='http://a9.com/-/spec/opensearchrss/1.0/' xmlns:georss='http://www.georss.org/georss' xmlns:gd='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005' xmlns:thr='http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0'><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819</id><updated>2011-04-22T13:09:11.507+08:00</updated><category term='life. kids. fate.'/><category term='death. fear. love.'/><category term='love. hate. fed up.'/><category term='life. fate. blessings. love.'/><category term='...:: Hari Raya ::...'/><title type='text'>fashionably me /.</title><subtitle type='html'>Somebody pinch me!! Am I DREAMING??</subtitle><link rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#feed' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/feeds/posts/default'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default?max-results=100'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/'/><link rel='hub' href='http://pubsubhubbub.appspot.com/'/><link rel='next' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default?start-index=101&amp;max-results=100'/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author><generator version='7.00' uri='http://www.blogger.com'>Blogger</generator><openSearch:totalResults>343</openSearch:totalResults><openSearch:startIndex>1</openSearch:startIndex><openSearch:itemsPerPage>100</openSearch:itemsPerPage><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-9062303800448926763</id><published>2007-11-19T21:00:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-11-19T21:12:39.863+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>..:: So long, farewell, auf Wiedersehen, adieu. Adieu, adieu, to yieu and yieu and yieu ::..i've MOVED!after 4 years using blogspot... i've decided to move....been YEARNING to go somewhere else since i started actively blogging again this year.. but was too excited with having all these fun widgets on my blog...now, i've decided to go back to what i used to do.. what i really wanted to do...write</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/9062303800448926763'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/9062303800448926763'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/11/blog-post_19.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-5793366600897662350</id><published>2007-11-17T19:40:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-11-17T19:51:42.029+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>..:: wow. ::..ok, so as usual.. i was searching music by "the used" on  radioblogclub.com and stumbled upon this band called "lost prophets"... i clicked on the song "cry me a river [justin timberlake cover]". haha. what a surprise i got! immediately, i searched the band to find out who there were.fell in love immediately. the welsh men are handsome. [and of course, the women are gorgeous! look </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/5793366600897662350'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/5793366600897662350'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/11/blog-post_17.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-8674741433778173380</id><published>2007-11-15T01:54:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-11-15T02:19:06.453+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>..:: something i forgot ::..i know it's really, REALLY late.. but here's my deepavali celebration. heh.the whole family, including the barrell's and aunty zan, went up to Pulai Springs! wooot! i really had fun. ate alot,.as usual, then i went swimming. FINALLY. i've been wanting to go swimming for ages! the swim was great! the next day wasn't too good though. haha. arms ached like terribly!here </summary><link rel='enclosure' type='video/mp4' href='http://www.blogger.com/video-play.mp4?contentId=49620a0a8f1266be&amp;type=video%2Fmp4' length='0'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/8674741433778173380'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/8674741433778173380'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/11/blog-post_15.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_J7SMkLzpnh4/Rzs315jXCDI/AAAAAAAAAyU/1L_2SNL1JWo/s72-c/SL380251-1.jpg' height='72' width='72'/></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-603460382155786922</id><published>2007-11-14T16:50:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-11-14T20:19:19.875+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>..:: the disappearence ::.. been really busy la.. n so tired that when i get home my finger can't even hit the 'Power' button. anyhoos, here is the much basi Raya update [told you i will post it once it's basi, and OVER!] now, this was supposed to be my hairdo on Raya, but as usual my curly hair refused to stay straight and curled up by the time were about to break fast! [i did this hair on the </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/603460382155786922'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/603460382155786922'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/11/blog-post_14.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_J7SMkLzpnh4/RzrcgZjXB4I/AAAAAAAAAw8/JQPwbz2eXHk/s72-c/DSC05327-1.jpg' height='72' width='72'/></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-2198241142914902886</id><published>2007-11-05T19:15:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-11-05T19:43:55.681+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>..:: here to create an environment of love life with passion and make our most exciting dreams come true ::.. Marcel Wanders, April 2006'If I have any basic motivation, it’s to inspire people to make their life a masterpiece. So my biggest work is my life – and I take it seriously. But not too seriously.’He's coming to town!!HE'S COMING TO TOWN!!!HE'S COMING... TO SPACE!!!!!i can't wait... i </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/2198241142914902886'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/2198241142914902886'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/11/blog-post_05.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_J7SMkLzpnh4/Ry77xEv8eeI/AAAAAAAAAv0/Y4EJtfGCbqw/s72-c/marcel+wanders.jpg' height='72' width='72'/></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-1968259441487849988</id><published>2007-11-03T23:13:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-11-04T23:49:30.730+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>..:: there's the up's..then the down's.. ::..today started a little rocky.. was quite pissed with khai... here's the story..he saw that i could blow my bangs straight and thought.."hey, blow my hair too..it curls in front.." so i did... i spent at least 20-30 min blowing his hair but in the end the front still curled, though the rest of his hair was very obedient and remained straight... so i </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/1968259441487849988'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/1968259441487849988'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/11/blog-post.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_J7SMkLzpnh4/RyySlUv8eXI/AAAAAAAAAu8/KfnSP4xn_8c/s72-c/SL380114.jpg' height='72' width='72'/></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-6775797919493916146</id><published>2007-10-31T15:40:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-10-31T15:49:30.105+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>..:: i love my new toy. ::..</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/6775797919493916146'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/6775797919493916146'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/10/blog-post_9295.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_J7SMkLzpnh4/RygxtUv8eMI/AAAAAAAAAtk/h4Kzv9rRl3I/s72-c/SL380053.JPG' height='72' width='72'/></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-9079864080947346815</id><published>2007-10-31T02:00:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-10-31T03:21:17.807+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>..:: when love is in the air ::..i had to put this up cos the way they sang with each other.. wow... they are so in love... it would be so great if i could do that.. i had always wanted to sing a duet with the guy that i love...i love this song.. always have..Tell me why you're crying...Of happiness.And why are you drowning?for lonelinessTell me why you take my hands so strongly, and let </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/9079864080947346815'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/9079864080947346815'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/10/blog-post_31.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-3318273772647296311</id><published>2007-10-30T23:48:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-10-31T00:06:19.213+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>..:: yeay, yeay, yeay. ::i have a new toy!!!wanna see??TADA!!!! the first [and only] thing i bought with my pay this month! hehehe. i've been wantin to get my own camera for the longest time ever! everytime i wane use the camera we have, i'll get all those remarks like how expensive the camera is and how much the mmc cost! sheesh. and sometimes i dun even get to use the camera cos it's meant to </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/3318273772647296311'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/3318273772647296311'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/10/blog-post_30.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_J7SMkLzpnh4/RydTlkv8eII/AAAAAAAAAtE/yD0SiiP_uP0/s72-c/L830_side.jpg' height='72' width='72'/></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-864800979718751286</id><published>2007-10-27T14:10:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-10-27T14:13:58.704+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>..:: i got addicted. ::..</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/864800979718751286'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/864800979718751286'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/10/blog-post_7988.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-1971316056153963835</id><published>2007-10-27T00:44:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-10-27T01:51:54.195+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>..:: happy, happy thoughts. please? ::..so we celebrated our 3rd year together last saturday by going house visiting. haha. cute rite?first house we went to was Kak Aishah's house, khai's cousin. it was all the way in pasir ris can! so blardee far ok. and we couldn't find the dang house. i dun understand how they planned the blocks in that area. one side it's 100++ and the other is 500++! </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/1971316056153963835'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/1971316056153963835'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/10/blog-post_27.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_J7SMkLzpnh4/RyIfT0v8eGI/AAAAAAAAAs0/zGQ-BgJDWlM/s72-c/abgarif.jpg' height='72' width='72'/></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-7920970732597410276</id><published>2007-10-25T22:11:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-10-25T23:16:55.036+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>..:: all good things must come to an end ::..haha. this is hilarious.so i promised to wake up early on sunday to help my mother cook cause my aunts were coming for lunch. i didn't cos i was SO tired from working late everynight and partying with my colleagues cos a colleague of ours who had been transfered to Australia was back for Raya. i also went out visiting with khai on saturday and only got</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/7920970732597410276'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/7920970732597410276'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/10/blog-post_25.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-1930681881571561502</id><published>2007-10-19T09:52:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-10-19T10:02:19.730+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>..:: i'm back. but not quite. ::.. Ampun dan maaf andainyaTERkasar bahasaTERsilap bicaraTERmarah yang tak kenaTERtanya yang tak tentu halaTERsasul yang tak sengajaTERpukul kat mana-manaTERpekik di telingaTERhantuk di kepalaTERpinjam harta-bendaTERmoody tak semena-menaTERumpan bila-bilaTERmacam-macam lagiyang sewaktu dengan-nya.**will update soon on my FIRST Raya in Kuala Lumpur!**</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/1930681881571561502'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/1930681881571561502'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/10/blog-post_19.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_J7SMkLzpnh4/RxgOk03NUKI/AAAAAAAAAss/OCWAv4TSDfw/s72-c/hari+raya.gif' height='72' width='72'/></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-8130542852327221096</id><published>2007-10-08T00:06:00.001+08:00</published><updated>2007-10-08T00:08:12.054+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>..:: thanks ah yixiu! ::..</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/8130542852327221096'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/8130542852327221096'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/10/blog-post_08.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-3203848024126729660</id><published>2007-10-07T21:42:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-10-07T23:08:16.964+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>..:: yeay, yeay! da nak raya! ::..my nani had been in town for about 2 weeks and today she left with aunty zira back to kl. we made good use of those 2 weeks! haha. made sure we got our dose of laughter from her melataring! hahah. she's so cute la! can get her to do anything u tell her to do! hahah.last night, i made her sing hari raya songs.. haha. many versions ok! she sang in a deep voice, a </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/3203848024126729660'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/3203848024126729660'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/10/blog-post_07.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_J7SMkLzpnh4/Rwjkf99o3wI/AAAAAAAAAqc/y_Ecr8zNOdU/s72-c/nani.jpg' height='72' width='72'/></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-463835566842137844</id><published>2007-10-04T00:14:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-10-04T01:45:42.956+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>..:: i still love you. ::..today started out full of pain!i made it a point to head to the dentist today as i've been having the most horrible pain you could only imagine!! i'd been puting off the appointment for the longest time and on Monday, it was bad.. it was just so sudden. almost halfway thru the day, my tooth ached. yikes. and i decided that today would be a good day to go. i don't want </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/463835566842137844'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/463835566842137844'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/10/blog-post.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-5501423792294432056</id><published>2007-09-29T22:43:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-09-29T23:21:48.918+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>..:: fly me to England, why don't you? ::..i did it.i finally straightened my bangs. yeay! but sadly... my bald spot is more obvious now...hurhurhur........nothing much actually since all has seen the preview when i blew my bangs last week... but the great thing abt this now is... it STAYS straight! haha! normally if i blow my bangs straight.. it doesn't last more than 2 hours! by 11am it curls </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/5501423792294432056'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/5501423792294432056'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/09/blog-post_29.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_J7SMkLzpnh4/Rv5ppisa_XI/AAAAAAAAAqU/HZHAtAxtcd0/s72-c/DSC05026.jpg' height='72' width='72'/></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-8152998545437986429</id><published>2007-09-26T17:42:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-09-27T00:12:18.141+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>..:: if that's ok with you.. ::.. i feel so in love.. i dunno why.. hahaha. after hearing shayne wards song i think.. it gives such a lovey-dovey feeling.. to me that is.. it's like he's head over heals in love with this girl and would do anything for her.. as long as it's ok with her.. haha.. how sweet...after listening to his song.. and finally finishing 'Plan B' by Emily Barr.. i felt loved.. </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/8152998545437986429'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/8152998545437986429'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/09/blog-post_26.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_J7SMkLzpnh4/Rvo2cisa_VI/AAAAAAAAAqE/ohB3acsAKDM/s72-c/love.jpg' height='72' width='72'/></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-365331714764107282</id><published>2007-09-22T00:17:00.003+08:00</published><updated>2007-09-22T00:42:36.639+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>..:: yippeeee!! ::..i got it!my third package for the week!!weeeeeee!!! i LOVE it!! it's so BRIGHT!! i'm happy with this purchase and i can't wait for tomorrow's package to arrive!! yeay!! new clothes!! yeay!!on another note.. what do you think of my hair...the bf hates this new look i have... says i look stoopid. belo. like a poodle. hmph. i think it's cute. hahahaha.the straight hair look is </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/365331714764107282'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/365331714764107282'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/09/blog-post_22.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_J7SMkLzpnh4/RvPu3isa_RI/AAAAAAAAApk/gn9lGtjVIPU/s72-c/DSC04921.JPG' height='72' width='72'/></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-9025680713767756107</id><published>2007-09-21T01:00:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-09-21T02:10:07.964+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>..:: lets join the broken heart club ::.. as much as i know that i'm the one who has sinned today, i also know that i did not deserve your harshness.why is it so hard for you to just listen?can't you be a little more patient?i wish i could understand the thoughts that run through your mind.i don't want to fall out of love but it seems i'm falling further away than you can imagine....i know you </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/9025680713767756107'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/9025680713767756107'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/09/blog-post_21.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_J7SMkLzpnh4/RvKpsqH3liI/AAAAAAAAApc/-v7oCB3eJrY/s72-c/brokenheart.jpg' height='72' width='72'/></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-4273652804848776445</id><published>2007-09-19T16:50:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-09-19T18:04:58.075+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>..:: help. ::..i'm broke.e shopping is bad.especially for me.i'm hooked.nyeh.anyways, i've got some stuff to sell too... not all are mine.. my mom and bro too...if interested, let me know can? oh, and here are the pictures from Monday's outing I said I would upload... don't laugh ok!anyhoos, let me know if you want to any of the items. my email is as stated on the left.. just email me if you're </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/4273652804848776445'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/4273652804848776445'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/09/blog-post_19.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_J7SMkLzpnh4/RvDyYaH3laI/AAAAAAAAAoc/Ln3Bv4EA0C4/s72-c/DSC04889.JPG' height='72' width='72'/></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-4947213902646127869</id><published>2007-09-18T00:11:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-09-18T02:20:32.605+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>..:: happy fasting!! ::..ok. so it's been a long while.. been really busy with work that i've gotten so tired and lazy when i get home. have loads to tell.. here are some pictures to help.. last week was Naumi Hotels opening and we were invited. we supplied the GORGEOUS furniture they have. the moment u enter the lobby, you'll see our elegant Dora &amp; Hola chairs (by Zanotta &amp; Cassina respectively)</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/4947213902646127869'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/4947213902646127869'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/09/blog-post_18.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_J7SMkLzpnh4/Ru6zZxT-3aI/AAAAAAAAAmk/MLALHI4qNm0/s72-c/memshuang.jpg' height='72' width='72'/></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-9087913768495890106</id><published>2007-09-09T02:36:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-09-09T02:55:33.773+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>..:: why dayah, why?? ::..It's 90% Love and 10% LustYou and your guy are truly in love, even if that spark seems to be a little dimmer.Are Your Feelings For Him Lust or Love?You Are 61% IndieYou're a very indie person, and admit it, you look down a little on people who strive to be normal.You'll indulge in a little mainstream pop culture every now and then. But for you, anything not indie is a </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/9087913768495890106'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/9087913768495890106'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/09/blog-post_7284.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-3135497168789934035</id><published>2007-09-09T00:46:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-09-09T01:23:58.294+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>..:: please.......release me..... let me go......... ::..happy BIRTHDAY papa!!! you're 58 yo!! still young ok! i love you very, very much!!the moment he came home, me and the arty farty gave him his prezzies. the ns boy was out with the friends so he missed the ceremony. heh. he looked quite pleased with the gift and immediately played Engelberts DVD. hahaha. so cute.later, me and the parents </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/3135497168789934035'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/3135497168789934035'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/09/blog-post_09.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_J7SMkLzpnh4/RuLSeONueGI/AAAAAAAAAlU/8UPgCpVcU9c/s72-c/menbdayboy.jpg' height='72' width='72'/></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-9186747423402379341</id><published>2007-09-08T13:07:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-09-08T14:41:25.760+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>..:: desire is your only food ::..ok, been really tired the past few days with coming back from work at 8.30pm..then 9.30pm...then 11pm!!!!anyways, khai picked me up from work on tuesday. we had fun that day. had a horrible dinner at this indian place. the food really tasted STALE!!! yuck!on wednesday, we started our day early. headed to city hall. i went berzerk at HMV. i finally got the CD's i </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/9186747423402379341'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/9186747423402379341'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/09/blog-post_08.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-3820245222829362815</id><published>2007-09-06T00:59:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-09-06T01:15:46.930+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>..:: a picture paints a thousand words ::..will tell story tomorrow.now...SLEEPY!!!!</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/3820245222829362815'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/3820245222829362815'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/09/blog-post_06.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_J7SMkLzpnh4/Rt7h1ONud5I/AAAAAAAAAjs/MZHSEFJ425U/s72-c/Image012.jpg' height='72' width='72'/></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-4830449322046019287</id><published>2007-09-03T00:12:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-09-03T00:34:40.224+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>..:: heh. ::..found this clip from my cousins friendster profile. hilarious.</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/4830449322046019287'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/4830449322046019287'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/09/blog-post_03.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-574141200405595613</id><published>2007-09-01T23:54:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-09-02T01:18:26.914+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>..:: weddings, weddings, WEDDINGS!! ::..gosh, the last month has been filled with weddings and engagements! practically every weekend you can find me at a function! haha. and today was the last wedding for me.my sweet cousin got married today. another one from the list of girls from my age group. and her wedding was indeed interesting. i freaked out when i heard the hadrah i while the groom </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/574141200405595613'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/574141200405595613'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/09/blog-post_01.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_J7SMkLzpnh4/RtmLr-NudwI/AAAAAAAAAik/XwZkvI9KQwE/s72-c/the+groom+arrives.jpg' height='72' width='72'/></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-5911368229067388608</id><published>2007-09-01T02:17:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-09-01T02:42:02.151+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>..:: hmmm..what happened?? ::..today was cool.i had one of those days at work!those days where i have tons of things to do within an hour! what a rush!! i realize i work better under pressure! hahaha! i LOVE it. [yeah, i really, really do!!] and i'm not being sarcastic when i say it. i trully enjoy what i'm doing! weeee!!and what with a pay raise... and a huge commission this month.. pheeweeet! </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/5911368229067388608'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/5911368229067388608'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/09/blog-post.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_J7SMkLzpnh4/Rthb7eNudlI/AAAAAAAAAhM/lnjwJaEUpH0/s72-c/DSC04727+copy.jpg' height='72' width='72'/></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-2541193517369194794</id><published>2007-08-30T23:45:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-08-30T23:48:34.753+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>..:: hahahahahaha. ::..Deadly FruitOne day in the forest, 3 guys were just hiking along a trail when all of a sudden, a huge pack of indians attaked them and knocked them out. When they woke up, they were at the leader of the tribe's throne. The chief then said "All of your lives may be spared if you can find ten of one fruit and bring them back to me."So after a while the first man returned with</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/2541193517369194794'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/2541193517369194794'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/08/blog-post_30.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-7165086892216187463</id><published>2007-08-29T23:48:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-08-29T23:49:51.282+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>..:: ha.ha.ha. ::..</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/7165086892216187463'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/7165086892216187463'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/08/blog-post_4046.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_J7SMkLzpnh4/RtWVgeNudkI/AAAAAAAAAhE/5hNVmDMeBAY/s72-c/wilma+copy.jpg' height='72' width='72'/></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-2959498508675121412</id><published>2007-08-29T15:18:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-08-29T18:11:36.231+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>..:: past..present.. FUTURE? ::..things are falling into place now. we have started talking. and i'm taking things slowly. he needs to slow down too...  i read thru all my previous entries. way back from when i just started blogging, to when i was wit sham [and wan. haha.] and all the way to when i first knew khai. reading through all those entries made me realize how much he really loves me and </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/2959498508675121412'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/2959498508675121412'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/08/blog-post_29.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_J7SMkLzpnh4/RtUfF-NudYI/AAAAAAAAAfk/qBxoeV6EH7Y/s72-c/frustration+copy.jpg' height='72' width='72'/></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-7564705911413425978</id><published>2007-08-27T00:11:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-08-27T02:29:56.892+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>..:: everybody's changing ::..so here are some pics we took at mohan son's wedding... everyone is getting married and engaged... and here i am alone again..i read through the older posts...ones where we just started out... and after reading, i thought "hey, maybe i should just give him this chance.."and i called him. we spoke a while like nothing happened, then he said he would call me later.that</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/7564705911413425978'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/7564705911413425978'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/08/blog-post_27.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_J7SMkLzpnh4/RtHCRONudSI/AAAAAAAAAe0/Wg2V8c8rcV8/s72-c/DSC04651.jpg' height='72' width='72'/></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-5224099895227873536</id><published>2007-08-25T02:52:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-08-25T05:12:54.191+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>..:: dreams, dreams... ::..i'm sorry.i lied...to my heart..for telling it it's not aching.to my mind...for telling it i'm fine.to everyone...for telling them i'm ok.it finally sank in. the crash i heard last nite was my heart dropping to my feet and breaking into a million pieces. and....i'm lonely again.why hasnt' he called? why hasn't he msged me? why???it took me a month to fall in love... and</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/5224099895227873536'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/5224099895227873536'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/08/blog-post_25.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-4192421113442980943</id><published>2007-08-22T14:18:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-08-22T14:32:31.902+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>..:: u got a problem?? ::..she says what she wants. she does what she wants. she sings what she feels. lily allen rocks.and she's born just slightly less than a month after me! ;)i fell in love with her the first time i saw her on MTV. haha. and all her songs a GREAT!!today is my off day and i'll be heading to the office in an hour. workaholic. evenmore so now since i have nothing else to do... </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/4192421113442980943'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/4192421113442980943'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/08/blog-post_22.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_J7SMkLzpnh4/RsvVkeNudRI/AAAAAAAAAes/OAGnJjgoew8/s72-c/lily+allen.jpg' height='72' width='72'/></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-8141110652356631539</id><published>2007-08-19T23:33:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-08-19T23:49:17.191+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>..:: for you. ::..Wakin' up to find another day The moon got lost again last night But now the sun has finally had it’s say I guess I feel alright But it hurts when I think, when I let it sink in It’s all over me I'm lying here, in the dark I’m watchin' you sleep, it hurts a lot And all I know is You’ve got to give me everything And nothing less 'cause You know I’d give you all of me I’d give you</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/8141110652356631539'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/8141110652356631539'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/08/blog-post_8189.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_J7SMkLzpnh4/RshjD-NudQI/AAAAAAAAAek/fA0in-OapEw/s72-c/gwen+copy.jpg' height='72' width='72'/></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-4625669099553873719</id><published>2007-08-19T17:04:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-08-19T18:26:01.890+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>..:: is it just a memory? ::..went for khai's cousin's wedding.she was gorgeous. took picture with her. will ask daya to send me the pic.didn't talk to him at all. couldn't even look at him.i miss him alot. but i have to do this. it's the only way to show him that he should have done something way before. he should have had more of a sense of responsibility.i may not have told you, but when i </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/4625669099553873719'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/4625669099553873719'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/08/blog-post_19.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_J7SMkLzpnh4/RsgS_eNudPI/AAAAAAAAAec/dwyJx0h-d9k/s72-c/sad.jpg' height='72' width='72'/></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-2830850486343234411</id><published>2007-08-17T21:27:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-08-17T22:02:35.541+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>..:: is it really over? ::..i guess it is for now.i hope this time away will help us both.maybe we weren't really meant to be.but if we're fated to be, we will find each other again.i hope you know that this is for the best.this time away will help us grow.everything is up to God.God decides our past, present and future.he knows what's best for us......and if we are good for each other... we will</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/2830850486343234411'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/2830850486343234411'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/08/blog-post_17.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-6756735864756218515</id><published>2007-08-14T16:38:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-08-14T16:42:29.640+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>..:: singfest ::..here are the pictures.will blog later...getting ready for The Sweet Escape! mike herrera....my love for him has sparkled again.  </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/6756735864756218515'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/6756735864756218515'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/08/blog-post_14.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_J7SMkLzpnh4/RsFqKjCpbAI/AAAAAAAAAd8/F0aFHfHBYvg/s72-c/academy+is.jpg' height='72' width='72'/></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-3414179893559061794</id><published>2007-08-09T00:45:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-08-09T01:52:10.893+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>..:: no refund on sales items. ::..today was a very sweaty day. disgusting okay! i hate to sweat! bleargh.woke up with a fever again. sucks big time. my head was almost fried. took my meds and went back to sleep. sms khai first cos he said if i'm still unwell he'll take me to see the docs. told him i wanted to sleep first and to come at abt 2pm. then i immediately started to sweat like a daym pig</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/3414179893559061794'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/3414179893559061794'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/08/blog-post_09.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_J7SMkLzpnh4/Rrn_MzCpa0I/AAAAAAAAAcc/33Bl3CrEq9I/s72-c/DSC04495+copy.jpg' height='72' width='72'/></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-1355568036507818591</id><published>2007-08-05T23:58:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-08-06T01:24:50.667+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>..:: the long abscence ::..been very busy with work. by the time i get back, i'm dead. so i have not been updating. at all. have got loads to share with you. but i'll just put up the pics first.and on top of being super tired. now i'm sick. bleargh. and i bumped my head at a corner of a shelf. so yeah. SUPER-DEE-DUPER!pay day. went shopping and dinner with sina &amp; xiu. went to top shop and got a </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/1355568036507818591'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/1355568036507818591'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/08/blog-post_05.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_J7SMkLzpnh4/RrYA_zCpauI/AAAAAAAAAbs/_e6cJUpdzzY/s72-c/steak.jpg' height='72' width='72'/></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-6584362416010634993</id><published>2007-08-02T02:07:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-08-02T02:10:41.938+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>..:: spiderman is having me for dinner tonight ::..today was great.harry potter.topshop.river island.THE CURE.shall tell all tomorrow.now, i'm feeling extremely shag.goodnight!</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/6584362416010634993'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/6584362416010634993'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/08/blog-post.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-2456569677003282853</id><published>2007-07-30T01:35:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-07-30T03:03:01.617+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>..:: fuckery? fuckeru. ::..today was superdeedooper!! *jumps high*woke up at 1.30pm instead if 11am! haha. khai was supposed to wake me up. in the end I had to wake HIM up. pfft.since the parentals were going to town too, i hitched a ride. we arrived at orchard at..er..hehe. 3pm? since papa parked his car at lido, i got to ketuk him to buy for me Gelatissimo!! wooHoo!! i had apple pie+veronese </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/2456569677003282853'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/2456569677003282853'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/07/blog-post_30.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_J7SMkLzpnh4/RqzhpzCparI/AAAAAAAAAbU/ByyFwvMXp9o/s72-c/day+well+spent.jpg' height='72' width='72'/></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-6325890953194436817</id><published>2007-07-29T00:06:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-07-29T01:38:25.455+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>..:: nasi briyani ayam goreng. thankiu. ::..today started out very indian. hah.had prata bawang and prata kosong with fish curry for breakfast. en had the same thing too. asked dev if he wanted but he didn't want any cos he was afraid it might not be nice. pfft.how can anyone go wrong with prata? prata is prata what. maybe he only eats those crispy types. you know? like those roti bom types? haiz</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/6325890953194436817'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/6325890953194436817'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/07/blog-post_29.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_J7SMkLzpnh4/Rqt5XDCpaXI/AAAAAAAAAY0/fRlrDYCS0pw/s72-c/shoes.jpg' height='72' width='72'/></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-4390298950086822138</id><published>2007-07-28T00:19:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-07-28T01:08:22.448+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>..:: why? you miss them already is it?? ::..my wireless is going bonkers!farking naden!i've had to refresh and refresh and refresh for the past hour!!i didn't even manage to post a single word! pfft.so now i'm typing super fast before i lose the connection again. i dun get it. when i use the laptop, fuh, the connection is EXCELLENT even in the kitchen. but when i use my pc..mak kau..peh lembab! </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/4390298950086822138'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/4390298950086822138'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/07/blog-post_28.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_J7SMkLzpnh4/Rqob5TCpaWI/AAAAAAAAAYs/51cgN01UAqo/s72-c/mememe.jpg' height='72' width='72'/></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-1725284769752202523</id><published>2007-07-27T00:40:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-07-27T02:39:34.411+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>..:: mata layu. ::..today i feel so in love. i dunno why. i just do. hehehe. mentel kan? nyeh-nyeh-nyeh. met khai after work today. i think it was like just 15 minutes? i was so darn tired. our office is gonna be under renovation during the weekend so we had to clear the effected areas. helped En and Net as much as i could. i was still kinda busy doing other stuff though, so i just helped pass </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/1725284769752202523'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/1725284769752202523'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/07/blog-post_27.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_J7SMkLzpnh4/RqjPuzCpaVI/AAAAAAAAAYk/LOOQF4-JhPg/s72-c/me4.jpg' height='72' width='72'/></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-894351578413384190</id><published>2007-07-26T00:19:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-07-26T01:41:54.330+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>..:: money, money, money!! ::..just a few more days to pay day. i can't wait to see what is my salary this month!! weee!! every month is surprise for me! though not every month is as great as the previous... but this month... this month is special.. this month, i'll see a NEW figure! yeap! i got a raise! ALHAMDULILLAH![i vaguely remember mentioning it in an earlier post...] and i have no idea how</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/894351578413384190'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/894351578413384190'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/07/blog-post_26.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_J7SMkLzpnh4/Rqd5uzCpaUI/AAAAAAAAAYc/iZjhlHl_-0Q/s72-c/interpol.jpg' height='72' width='72'/></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-1692571107602603653</id><published>2007-07-24T23:11:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-07-25T00:58:26.584+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>..:: sheesh. get a grip woman! ::..yeay,yeay,yeay!! it's my off day tomorrow!! yeay,yeay,yeay! and NO!! i'm not going back to the office! weee!!!was supposed to pass drea her bag, but she said to push it to thursday. hmm...i guess either the dad found another bag to use....or he's trip was delayed... beats me!so this is going to be a very brief post. [ahahaha. as if!] which i shall do in point </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/1692571107602603653'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/1692571107602603653'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/07/blog-post_24.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_J7SMkLzpnh4/RqYYMzCpaQI/AAAAAAAAAX8/Cjc4HB2sEoI/s72-c/DSC04309+copy.jpg' height='72' width='72'/></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-6889198208803624828</id><published>2007-07-23T00:11:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-07-24T00:56:37.601+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>..:: chin chow + soya milk = michael jackson. ::..   the staff dinner was great. i had beef medalions with roasted veggies. *slurps* the salad was great as well! mixture of various grilled mushrooms, my FAVE!! i LOVE mushrooms!! and the salad had sun-dried tomatoes as well!! *slurp* the desert was all right. nothing special. but now i actually have a major headache. dunno why. i think the </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/6889198208803624828'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/6889198208803624828'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/07/blog-post_23.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_J7SMkLzpnh4/RqTdMDCpaPI/AAAAAAAAAX0/bV9LKE7hwec/s72-c/loseme.jpg' height='72' width='72'/></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-8321718707556023398</id><published>2007-07-22T00:29:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-07-22T02:01:10.508+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>..:: nak order ketam?? ::..so today i had alot to do.woke up to a noisy house. the ns boy had his friend's over. sheesh. i never knew that young indian girls could make such high pitch sounds!! i'm like the alto version of an indian girl. haha. anyway, they were really irritating. one of them screamed so loud, and with such a high pitched voice..i bet if we had a crystal chandelier..it would have</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/8321718707556023398'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/8321718707556023398'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/07/blog-post_22.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_J7SMkLzpnh4/RqI0wzCpaKI/AAAAAAAAAXM/C2M515riOE4/s72-c/dinner+at+alameen.jpg' height='72' width='72'/></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-5482768106936566388</id><published>2007-07-21T16:08:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-07-21T16:13:47.798+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>..:: this picture ::..I hold an image of the ashtray girlAs the cigarette burns on my chestI wrote a poem that described her worldThat put my friendship to the testAnd late at nightWhilst on all foursShe used to watch me kiss the floorWhats wrong with this picture?Whats wrong with this picture?Farewell the ashtray girlForbidden snowflakeBeware this troubled worldWatch out for earthquakesGoodbye </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/5482768106936566388'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/5482768106936566388'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/07/blog-post_21.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-706750257396500288</id><published>2007-07-18T23:51:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-07-19T01:45:33.362+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>..:: spending time....AGAIN!! ::.. so today was my off day and i slept till 3pm! hahaha. so shiok. took my shower and got ready to ge to the office. hahaha. off day and still go to work! *workaholic* went to work to the normal exclamations of "what are you doing here?!" and the double takes when walking past my desk. haha. almost all of them do the same thing! haha. sheesh. like still not </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/706750257396500288'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/706750257396500288'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/07/blog-post_18.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_J7SMkLzpnh4/Rp45XOZV7BI/AAAAAAAAAW0/zkrD4OFb6tY/s72-c/spree.jpg' height='72' width='72'/></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-3058194040750322957</id><published>2007-07-16T23:08:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-07-17T00:17:31.144+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>..:: aper jer!! ::..today was filled with work!! i loike!!now i can be a certified true workaholic! lol.but seriously. i love work. i dunno. maybe i'm crazy. i love doing my work. of course, there are times where i get pissed with SOME people for valid reasons. but on the overall i love what i do. i guess it's cos i've always loved watching travel and living. and i love watching those shows about</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/3058194040750322957'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/3058194040750322957'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/07/blog-post_16.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_J7SMkLzpnh4/RpuKl-ZV7AI/AAAAAAAAAWs/JB7_FjpVRIQ/s72-c/das+modell.jpg' height='72' width='72'/></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-5893739497523210908</id><published>2007-07-15T21:19:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-07-15T23:41:50.502+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>..:: happy birthday Dev!!::..we celebrated Dev's birthday last night at Atticca. i loike. and the best part was that the dj's for the nite were DJ Titus [!!] and DJ Ya5ith[!!]. the moment i knew they were dj-ing, i knew i was gonna have a GREAT nite!! they spin the best music i have ever heard. a good mix of old skool, top 40's and lates hip-hop r&amp;b!!! my love when it comes to dancing and </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/5893739497523210908'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/5893739497523210908'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/07/blog-post_15.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_J7SMkLzpnh4/RpopnOZV6_I/AAAAAAAAAWk/F66dBQHOhbw/s72-c/after+effect.jpg' height='72' width='72'/></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-6253315454349568227</id><published>2007-07-13T22:00:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-07-14T02:05:22.090+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>..:: hello again. ::..ok, so i haven't been updating. sorry. been rather tied up.work is hectic ever since my manager went on maternity leave and my assistant manager got chicken pox! and she's pregnant!! so i have been doing all of yixiu's work. annette's work. my own work. and all other work that comes along! sheesh. and today i decided. screw it. i'm going out with khai. heh. so i left the </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/6253315454349568227'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/6253315454349568227'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/07/blog-post_13.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_J7SMkLzpnh4/RpejmuZV67I/AAAAAAAAAWE/97MSbuXBj6I/s72-c/bag.jpg' height='72' width='72'/></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-9222419509935444180</id><published>2007-07-06T23:54:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-07-07T00:34:44.332+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>..:: tired. ::..nenek has been moved to a ward.yeay.i'm exhausted.goodnite.</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/9222419509935444180'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/9222419509935444180'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/07/blog-post_06.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-3769484857851137314</id><published>2007-07-02T22:32:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-07-02T23:35:09.128+08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='life. fate. blessings. love.'/><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>..:: if it's not meant to be...it's not meant to be.. ::..everything happens for a reason....i just saw her on saturday...she seemed totally ok...today, after i excitedly went through the list of things that remained unpacked... after i exchaged sms's with andrea about the trip...i got a call from khai... nenek was in critical condition. apparently there was more blood in her intestines than they</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/3769484857851137314'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/3769484857851137314'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/07/blog-post_02.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-6647790691468156715</id><published>2007-07-01T23:44:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-07-02T00:48:48.070+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>..:: insya'ALLAH jadi bakal cucu menantu ye? ::..i hate stocktake.i don't like doing stocktake.i do not enjoy stocktaking.but i do love the free lunch. nyeh.ok..so i haven't been updating. well, i've been rather busy and having no access to my pc doesn't help either! haha. my aunt from kl is in town. which means that the 2 lil rascals are here!!! they've been here since friday and are leaving </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/6647790691468156715'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/6647790691468156715'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/07/blog-post.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-7886885631325211602</id><published>2007-06-26T22:35:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-06-26T23:28:43.135+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>..:: sha balik dulu eh? nanti masak kan asam pedas untuk abang ye. ::..heh.today work was hectic. sheesh. they didn't manage to take down the chair rack so it's postponed till thursday. was so worried i wouldn't be able to leave work on time to meet khai. met khai at about 6.40pm. he looked so good today. he had to attend a conference and give a presentation so he was all dressed up. so handsome!</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/7886885631325211602'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/7886885631325211602'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/06/blog-post_1748.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_J7SMkLzpnh4/RoElYIV71nI/AAAAAAAAAVc/EZPI4KwaKGM/s72-c/DSC00156+copy.jpg' height='72' width='72'/></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-4840061344006334433</id><published>2007-06-26T00:40:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-06-26T02:18:30.876+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>..:: 8 days...8 more days... 8 freaking days!! ::..ok..minus friday and saturday...6 freaking days... till i head to THAILAND!!! weee!!!! this is where i'll be chilling for the next week people!! now do you know why i can't wait to go?!? who can resist?? just relaxing and chilling by the beach. doin nothing but bummin and spending time with the loved one. [and andrea as well! heh.] i can't wait! </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/4840061344006334433'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/4840061344006334433'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/06/blog-post_26.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_J7SMkLzpnh4/Rn_2L4V71gI/AAAAAAAAAUk/Eb2BqaPkSHU/s72-c/bayview15+copy.jpg' height='72' width='72'/></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-1453283361744113338</id><published>2007-06-24T00:44:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-06-24T02:14:53.132+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>..:: happy birthday!!! ::..i am actually very sleepy now.today woke up at about 1.30pm. yes. 1.30PM. finally had my much needed sleep. felt so fresh when i woke up. immediately got ready to head to the hospital. went to see nenek. had my lunch first since i still had time. papa was supposed to send me there but in the end he gave me taxi money saying the cab fare would cost just as much as him </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/1453283361744113338'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/1453283361744113338'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/06/blog-post_24.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_J7SMkLzpnh4/Rn1OS4V71fI/AAAAAAAAAUc/udmgki8zD5A/s72-c/bored.jpg' height='72' width='72'/></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-3976928770914885886</id><published>2007-06-21T23:07:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-06-22T02:09:48.467+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>..:: i miss my boyfriend. ::..i think every month we try to break a record. haha. the longest time spent away from each other.last time we met was at fiana's wedding. that was 10th June 2007. thus, it has been exactly 11 days since we last met. we didn't even get to meet on our annimonthsery [yes, i do still celebrate every month! nyeh.] he has been working non-stop since monday night. and when i</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/3976928770914885886'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/3976928770914885886'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/06/blog-post_3638.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_J7SMkLzpnh4/RnqpjYV71eI/AAAAAAAAAUU/fdE8dXrLwMs/s72-c/imissmyboyfriend.jpg' height='72' width='72'/></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-3264454685605383400</id><published>2007-06-21T01:34:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-06-21T02:12:09.717+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>..:: lets make a memory ::..today was my off day. how did i spend it?well.....i spent the earlier part of the day online doing nothing but blog-hopping, searching for music, updating the song on my blog AND browsing friendster. it's amazing how time flies when ur on the pc having fun! i had to keep pushing myself to get ready to pick up the tickets and drop by the office [yes i went back to work </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/3264454685605383400'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/3264454685605383400'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/06/blog-post_21.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_J7SMkLzpnh4/RnlnW4V71aI/AAAAAAAAAT0/frcyqhdxvQw/s72-c/bon+jovi+copy.jpg' height='72' width='72'/></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-5464904117118366417</id><published>2007-06-18T22:33:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-06-19T00:50:02.765+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>..:: sometimes you make me feel like i'm living at the edge of the world ::..i'm overjoyed. another favourite band of mine is coming to town! i don't believe it!! suddenly all the great bands are coming to town! since last year..coldplay came, but i didn't get to watch them. the killers came, and i didn't get to watch them. placebo had a mini performance, and i didn't get to watch the performance</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/5464904117118366417'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/5464904117118366417'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/06/blog-post_2125.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_J7SMkLzpnh4/RnajdoV71ZI/AAAAAAAAATs/mbin3j37mcU/s72-c/the+cure+copy.jpg' height='72' width='72'/></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-8346663360044393836</id><published>2007-06-18T01:32:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-06-18T02:38:58.608+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>..:: we think the same things at the same time. ::..caridee won!!!! yeay!! though many of you most prolly knew that a long time ago..i simply enjoyed watching melrose's expression when she realized she'd lost! hahah! i can't stand that woman. gawd. she is SO irritating! and she still had the cheek to say that being called a bitch was not worth it. haha. bebeh, it's called KARMA. had always wanted</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/8346663360044393836'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/8346663360044393836'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/06/blog-post_18.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_J7SMkLzpnh4/RnV6mIV71WI/AAAAAAAAATU/LEeLlnjkXKE/s72-c/caridee+winner.jpg' height='72' width='72'/></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-5340057834449716257</id><published>2007-06-17T00:37:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-06-17T02:04:38.190+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>..:: happy father's day!! ::..celebrated father's day a day earlier cos lil ol' me has to work on the actual day. nyeh. had dinner at Mino-Q japanese restaurant at king's copthorne hotel at havelock. affordable buffet! $38++ for an all you can eat japanese dinner! food was alright. we had a whole lot of food. what i liked the most was the snow peas... i LOVE snow peas.... and also the fried tofu </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/5340057834449716257'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/5340057834449716257'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/06/blog-post_17.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_J7SMkLzpnh4/RnQmBoV71UI/AAAAAAAAATE/iVmfwXrn8Wc/s72-c/papa.jpg' height='72' width='72'/></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-4661697525302689280</id><published>2007-06-15T21:54:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-06-16T01:53:46.513+08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='death. fear. love.'/><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>..:: razzle dazzle ::..my off day and i spent it rotting at home. woke up a 3pm! that was some sleep i tell you! finally got the rest i needed! immediately called khai to wake him to get ready for work. had to call him TWICE! ONLY twice!! so ammazed!! it normally takes me at least 11-15 times before he ACTUALLY wakes up! amazing.once it was confirmed that he was awake, headed to the kitchen. </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/4661697525302689280'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/4661697525302689280'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/06/blog-post_7957.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_J7SMkLzpnh4/RnLESYV71RI/AAAAAAAAASs/6LbUzyJp99I/s72-c/cold_bio_pino.jpg' height='72' width='72'/></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-4099503521111740186</id><published>2007-06-15T02:01:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-06-15T03:20:05.669+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>..:: tired. again. ::..so here i am, at 2.30am, sitting in my cosy little room...FREEZING my butt off with the air conditioner blowing at my back! i know, i know....why don't i just turn the daym thing off...well, i hate heat, thus i shan't create heat. pfft.khai is working the night shift now. boring. and he's working with all his old buddies from way back. dunno if that's a good thing or a very</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/4099503521111740186'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/4099503521111740186'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/06/blog-post_15.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_J7SMkLzpnh4/RnGHb4V71QI/AAAAAAAAASk/_Lew9y-sexg/s72-c/fiana+%26+ian+wedding.jpg' height='72' width='72'/></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-5645448849235441950</id><published>2007-06-13T23:55:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-06-14T01:46:37.001+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>..:: busy, busy, busy ::..**ok,ok...my photoshop skills need a little more improvement...give me some time la...**wow. what a hectic week it has been! and there's still more to come!!finally finished all three quotes today. been staying late in office for the past 2 nights... daym tired. was so looking forward to my day off tomorrow...but in the end, i'm going back to work and taking my off day </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/5645448849235441950'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/5645448849235441950'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/06/blog-post_13.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_J7SMkLzpnh4/RnAUg4V71PI/AAAAAAAAASc/dNHJhZyImUs/s72-c/Image112experiment.jpg' height='72' width='72'/></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-6767715254318454857</id><published>2007-06-12T02:02:00.001+08:00</published><updated>2007-06-12T02:03:11.954+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>.:: monday. ::..i want so much to blog today...now...but am too tired...will update tomorrow..i've got loads to tell. heh.peace.</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/6767715254318454857'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/6767715254318454857'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/06/blog-post_12.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-5847685955296189773</id><published>2007-06-11T00:51:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-06-11T02:12:02.287+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>..:: what a beautiful day! ::..the weddings were great! Fiana's wedding was quite traditional. going back to her roots i guess. but all in all, it was great! she was beautiful! and ian was as usual the charming one. heh. but fiana really looked great today. and the food was good. the only thing was that the markers sucked and made all our handwriting look like a 3 yr old was writing. haha. and </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/5847685955296189773'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/5847685955296189773'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/06/blog-post_11.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_J7SMkLzpnh4/RmwtuIV71OI/AAAAAAAAASU/uk0-lWLMgLQ/s72-c/always%26forever.jpg' height='72' width='72'/></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-3394720463374537635</id><published>2007-06-09T00:07:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-06-09T01:40:05.922+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>..:: out shopping...AGAIN! ::..met with sis today after work today. went to delifrance for dinner. food sucks. was expecting so much more!! there was this 'perfect' family there celebrating their sons birthday. we, or rather sis, lent them her lighter... and we got cake in return! so cute! haha. really nice of them. and why are they 'perfect'? cos the whole family is gorgeous and they look so </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/3394720463374537635'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/3394720463374537635'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/06/blog-post_09.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_J7SMkLzpnh4/RmmT4YV71NI/AAAAAAAAASM/amOnS990SMQ/s72-c/Image095+copy.jpg' height='72' width='72'/></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-5764990546437706508</id><published>2007-06-06T01:08:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-06-07T22:30:23.923+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>..:: thailand? ::..so we went out yesterday, andrea matthew, him and me. met up at sunny holidays to pay for our tickets. yeay. finally it's confirmed that we ARE going! woopee!!went to komalas at tekka for dinner. then headed to mustafa for shopping! spent freaking $75!! man...i noticed that hypermarts are DANGEROUS!! i just keep grabbing stuff and end up paying a BOMB! crap. but it's alright. i</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/5764990546437706508'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/5764990546437706508'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/06/blog-post_06.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_J7SMkLzpnh4/RmgS3IV71MI/AAAAAAAAASE/XjLbbdeISsw/s72-c/confusednabused.jpg' height='72' width='72'/></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-6997539389636583004</id><published>2007-06-03T23:15:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-06-04T23:45:18.031+08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='life. kids. fate.'/><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>..:: what a world out there ::..my cousin's wife gave birth this morning... 0407hrs...040607... cool! she's cute! lotsa hair. more hair than her two elder brother's when they were born! haha. her name...Megan Anthony.. so now there's three of them... Matthew Anthony, Max Ryan Anthony..and finally..Megan Anthony [a girl at last!!].and what makes it cooler is the sequence of the children... two </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/6997539389636583004'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/6997539389636583004'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/06/blog-post_03.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_J7SMkLzpnh4/RmL176_CKdI/AAAAAAAAARk/ALBSIJb2J_8/s72-c/Untitled-3+copy.jpg' height='72' width='72'/></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-7913248992350575425</id><published>2007-06-02T23:51:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-06-03T00:39:35.903+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>..:: roadtrip ::..so as mentioned yesterday, we drove up to Malacca today. woke up at about 6.30am to a grouchy mom. nyeh. all were rushed to get ready cos we were running late. left the house at about 7.15am. my initial plan was to sleep once i entered the car...but then i got hungry and started munching. heh. slept a lil later, almost halfway through the journey. reached malacca at about 9.45am</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/7913248992350575425'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/7913248992350575425'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/06/blog-post_02.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_J7SMkLzpnh4/RmGUU6_CKTI/AAAAAAAAAQU/mCpVUoznB9M/s72-c/DSC00092.jpg' height='72' width='72'/></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-7777976494979954146</id><published>2007-06-01T23:53:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-06-02T00:35:43.057+08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='love. hate. fed up.'/><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>..:: seriously. ::..spent the last half hour taking photos, uploading, photoshop-ing and taking more photos! haha. bored. boyfriend hasn't called. most probably cos he thinks i need a day to cool off before things get back to normal...HELLO!!once in a while it would be nice if you actually called and tried to figure things out! gosh. i'm sure he's actually pissed by the sms i sent him last nite. </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/7777976494979954146'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/7777976494979954146'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/06/blog-post_01.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_J7SMkLzpnh4/RmBC8q_CKSI/AAAAAAAAAQM/-lBGQkRFDGs/s72-c/Image0972.jpg' height='72' width='72'/></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-6783170006863851943</id><published>2007-06-01T00:23:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-06-01T01:18:16.041+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>..:: vesak day ::..met lenny and kai for lunch at bugis. we had swensen's. the worst lunch ever so far. i strongly discourage anyone from trying the prawn n fruit salad. HORRID. gosh. it was TOO sweet. gross. i tot that the mango dressing would be sour. you know, like the thai salads where the mangos are super sour. but it was sweet. like it was meant to be for ice cream and not salad! and it </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/6783170006863851943'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/6783170006863851943'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/06/blog-post.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_J7SMkLzpnh4/Rl74bq_CKHI/AAAAAAAAAO0/0aOjhMOpEks/s72-c/prawn_salad.jpg' height='72' width='72'/></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-6442041541318367592</id><published>2007-05-31T01:29:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-05-31T03:25:35.053+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>..:: woopdeedoo ::..so sis finally got her divorce settled!! WOOHOO!! and she got FULL custody of NADIA!!!! woohoo!!!! so since she was on leave and i was off, we met up at orchard. had a BLAST! bought her a congratulatory lunch. then we went shopping!! i bought SO many things...since my blusher has depleted...and the stoopid misha blusher i bought is too light to be noticed! i decided to get my </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/6442041541318367592'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/6442041541318367592'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/05/blog-post_31.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_J7SMkLzpnh4/Rl3NPK_CKGI/AAAAAAAAAOs/ajsiar6YB08/s72-c/mac+copy.jpg' height='72' width='72'/></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-3775445598778482748</id><published>2007-05-30T00:07:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-05-30T00:47:06.485+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>..:: unbelievable ::..i can't believe it!! miss universe 2007...Miss Japan....wore my favourite GUCCI dress!!! she's really pretty..and i think her answers were quite ok.. haha...at least ms korea didn't win. gawd, she sounded so.....barbie! haha. anyway, today work was great!! tiring, yes... but still GREAT!! gosh. i stayed at the office till about 10.30pm finishing up all my work before my off </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/3775445598778482748'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/3775445598778482748'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/05/blog-post_30.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_J7SMkLzpnh4/RlxRha_CKAI/AAAAAAAAAN8/f6m1nZEiq0Y/s72-c/gucci+latest.jpg' height='72' width='72'/></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-4789634274321105518</id><published>2007-05-29T01:02:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-05-29T01:31:23.205+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>..:: story of the day ::.. finally remembered to bring home the cable for my mobile and...TADA!! i have finally uploaded all the pics i promised to put up...lets see... lets start this off with the pics of my birthday prezzies...haha! almost 2 months over-due!these are from daddy...these are from mom (the perfume), the arty-farty (the voodoo doll) and the ns boy (the shawl)....and this....this is</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/4789634274321105518'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/4789634274321105518'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/05/blog-post_29.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_J7SMkLzpnh4/RlsLc6_CJ0I/AAAAAAAAAMc/xD6sKzajiHg/s72-c/what%27s+ur+story.jpg' height='72' width='72'/></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-7032087711572143465</id><published>2007-05-28T01:02:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-05-28T01:24:52.487+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>..:: CONGRATULATIONS!! ::..went to wiyah's sanding today...she was GORGEOUS!!!!!!absolutely stunning!!!and man, it was a hot..Hot..HOT day today!! my bloody baju kurung was soaked thru! and it was super embarassing la! but i had a good time today with khai...finally after almost 3 freakin weeks we finally get to go out today! after the wedding, went over to khai's place. chill out a while. got </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/7032087711572143465'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/7032087711572143465'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/05/blog-post_28.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-16405576681686892</id><published>2007-05-27T01:42:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-05-27T01:54:39.686+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>..:: photoshop. i loike. ::..so i spent the last few hours...erm... i think i started just after the Janice Dickinson show on channel 5. so yeah, this is the result. i think i'm getting the hand of things...........anyway, it's Wiyah's wedding in a few hours. khai has managed to psycho me into wearing my white baju kurung! nyeh. no i have to make sure it doesn't get burnt while being ironed! and!</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/16405576681686892'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/16405576681686892'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/05/blog-post_27.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-3601663552871460960</id><published>2007-05-26T01:08:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-05-26T01:40:58.051+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>..:: straight from the bitches mouth ::..so, yeah.. it's been a while since we spoke. i still can't meet you without getting enraged. i still can't talk about you without blowing a fuse. i do actually miss talking to you. i do miss laughing with AND at you. i do miss having a younger sister. i guess i just have to come to terms with the fact that you're growing. and it's a sad but true fact that </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/3601663552871460960'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/3601663552871460960'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/05/blog-post_26.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-7611198150360886453</id><published>2007-05-25T19:20:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-05-25T21:23:33.338+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>..:: spring/summer '07 ::..so this year's spring/summer collection is fab.gold and silver is in again. not only for the clothes but make-up as well. gold and silver eyeshadow, full eyelashes and dark eyeliners. what's also in is nude lip colour, topped with a tinge of red or pink lip gloss. headbands are in too.. the normal elastic types we all used during school days. and also the new thin ones </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/7611198150360886453'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/7611198150360886453'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/05/blog-post_25.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_J7SMkLzpnh4/RlbOUK_CJqI/AAAAAAAAALM/w_NeVg7Jo5I/s72-c/burberry.jpg' height='72' width='72'/></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-4915417686830463956</id><published>2007-05-22T22:20:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-05-22T23:41:23.264+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>..:: marriage. ::..EVERYONE IS GETTING MARRIED!!!!!Wiyah's wedding is this Sunday...June is Fiana's wedding...December....got 1 more wedding... aiseybedah...it's ok...just count down the days.... not too far away....just have to be patient...I WANE GET MARRIED TOO!!!!</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/4915417686830463956'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/4915417686830463956'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/05/blog-post_22.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-2762521249326790380</id><published>2007-05-22T00:20:00.001+08:00</published><updated>2007-05-22T00:20:59.465+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>I want to live life, and never be cruelAnd I want to live life, and be good to youI want to fly, and never come downAnd live my life, and have friends aroundWe never change, do weNo, noWe never learn, do weSo I want to live in a wooden houseI want to live life, and always be trueAnd I want to live life, and be good to youI want to fly, and never come downAnd live my life, and have friends </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/2762521249326790380'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/2762521249326790380'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/05/i-want-to-live-life-and-never-be-cruel.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-2051209290063696413</id><published>2007-05-20T01:05:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-05-20T01:55:56.738+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>..:: haha. never get me started. ::..Your Celebrity Style Twin is Mischa BartonFunky, bohemian, and girly.Who's Your Celebrity Style Sister?Your Celebrity Boob Twin:Lucy LawlessWho's Your Celebrity Boob Twin?You are a Rocker Girl!If you don't have musical talent, you've got a talent for picking out great CD's.Music rules your life - and you've got the best MP3 collection of anyone you know.Many </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/2051209290063696413'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/2051209290063696413'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/05/blog-post_20.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-3962253755983487029</id><published>2007-05-19T17:59:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-05-19T18:50:46.327+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>..:: relax. ::..so i finally got off today. slept in till about 3pm...too much sleep, now my body is aching... bleargh. but i got to wake up to to my darlings groggy voice. hehe. then once we hung up...i heard the loud voices of granma, granpa and mom. apparently granma was scolding granpd for refusing to co-operate and take his medicine. why? because he's too much of a man to be sick. (he's </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/3962253755983487029'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/3962253755983487029'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/05/blog-post_19.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_J7SMkLzpnh4/Rk7N_q_CJpI/AAAAAAAAALE/DutZ_M6kdxQ/s72-c/Untitled-1+copy.jpg' height='72' width='72'/></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-4528522031857049005</id><published>2007-05-18T00:55:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-05-18T01:03:26.619+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>..:: i miss u ::..i miss my boyfriend.i'm super tired.i want to spend a nice long day with my boyfriend doing nothing.i miss my boyfriend.this sale is wearing me out.AND IT'S ONLY DAY 2!!!!!!!!!and it's only the PREVIEW!!!gosh.i dunno how am i gonna survive during the sale month. help.h..e..l..p..H.E.L.Pi need a break.i need bangkok now. but i still LOVE my job!!! i love it! i enjoy it! i'm </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/4528522031857049005'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/4528522031857049005'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/05/blog-post_4465.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-1742816567545743995</id><published>2007-05-18T00:49:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-05-18T00:54:38.826+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>...:: eternally yours. ::...                You are the flame in my heart                You light my way in the dark                  You are the ultimate star                  You lift me up from above         Your unconditional love takes me to paradise                       I belong to you                           And you                   You belong to me too                 You make my </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/1742816567545743995'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/1742816567545743995'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/05/blog-post_18.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-966497725761242085</id><published>2007-05-17T01:34:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-05-17T01:37:47.990+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>..:: sale preview ::..the tittle says it all.super tired today. the good news is...Mr Wee brought us out for dinner!! or rather..supper...THANK YOU MR WEE!!the 'we' mentioned includes. En, Leona, Yixiu..and at the very last minute..hasinah. haha. she daym classic la. left her wallet in the office so had to come back to take it!! and since I have the keys...i had to open up the office! good side </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/966497725761242085'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/966497725761242085'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/05/blog-post_17.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-581207907727343224</id><published>2007-05-14T23:23:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-05-15T01:03:49.542+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>..:: what a day. and many more to come! ::..so the mid-year sale is gonna start in a day! still so much to do!! i need to tag all the items that are having special nett price. i need to co-ordinate the chair rack. i need to put up all the signage for the wardrobes and the notico for the GST hike. AND....all needs to be done TOMORROW!! and i still have quotes to do!!! busy.buSY. BUSY!!i am so </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/581207907727343224'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/581207907727343224'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/05/blog-post_5218.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_J7SMkLzpnh4/RkiChW8o7QI/AAAAAAAAAK8/Kc_51mGmAH4/s72-c/egg.jpg' height='72' width='72'/></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-4847910134688444781</id><published>2007-05-14T00:10:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-05-14T00:50:43.904+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>..:: yeay. ::..wow. so i finally finished my blogskin main image. i know it's a bit rough but i did it in about 3 hours. heh. still not very satisfied with it. has quite a few rough edges here and there. will work on it again when i'm free. wee. it has all the things which i totally adore. yeay.today is mother's day [or rather yesterday] and we had a great dinner at Long Beach Seafood @ East </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/4847910134688444781'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/4847910134688444781'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/05/blog-post_14.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-3235178082944354208</id><published>2007-05-12T00:52:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-05-12T01:54:49.694+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>..:: who am i?::.."sticks and stones will break my bones, but words will never harm me"yeah, i'm fat.yeah, i ain't gorgeous.yeah, i ain't no supermodel.ditto.but i've got brains, i've got a career...and more importantly,I'VE GOT SELF RESPECT.i don't need to be a size six.i don't need to be a covergirl.all i need to be is, myself.make up is just an accessory. an accessory which i don't depend on </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/3235178082944354208'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/3235178082944354208'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/05/blog-post_12.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-5447034645541232473</id><published>2007-05-09T23:14:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-05-12T01:34:49.414+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>..:: what is love? ::..is love really enough to sustain a relationship? alot of people are telling me no.apparently with modernisation, love isn't what it used to be. love can be bought.love can be fake.love can be nothing.love is confusing.why is it that after years of marriage people can fall out of love? why do people lie to their once-upon-a-time 'soul mate'? why cheat on the person whom </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/5447034645541232473'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/5447034645541232473'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/05/blog-post_09.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-5594857321612296334</id><published>2007-05-08T01:00:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-05-08T01:06:32.643+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>...:: i need photoshop ::...ok..so i changed by template.tried to do a nice collage of pictures...not easy when all you've got is paintbrush and powerpoint. but yes. i did this "collage" using Microsoft Powerpoint &amp; that "Paint" tool you have with every computer.it's really messy. i know. will try and work on it tomorrow. maybe will use the mac instead.i'm very tired now.bye.</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/5594857321612296334'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/5594857321612296334'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/05/blog-post_08.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-8189777199835220404</id><published>2007-05-06T11:24:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-05-06T11:39:46.932+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>...:: chicken wings. hoe. lychee martinis. ::...last night was the best night out i've had so far in the longest time with my babes and 'the boys'. met up to go to starbucks but ended up at balcony. had just one drink and mr matthew lee got bored. well, actually i tink most of us were bored. so when the rest finished their drink, we headed for ice cold. that is going to be my new favourite haunt!</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/8189777199835220404'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/8189777199835220404'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/05/blog-post_06.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-7413040352951300878</id><published>2007-05-05T02:09:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-05-05T02:26:59.600+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>...:: my love(s). ::...'nuff said.</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/7413040352951300878'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/7413040352951300878'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/05/blog-post_1880.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_J7SMkLzpnh4/Rjt27W8o7JI/AAAAAAAAAKE/zpYgFw7LCQk/s72-c/victoria_Beckham_new_hairdo.jpg' height='72' width='72'/></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-3419272173458857659</id><published>2007-05-05T01:38:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-05-05T01:51:55.515+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>..: i'm blogging again! ::..took these photos on Wednesday. the first one was taken on that day..from his mobile. heh. though the person who took the photo makes my blood boil, the photo is nice. and knowing his fans will see this, many will then have the following feeling...though it isn't my intention to have that effect... some may actually feel THEIR blood boil at seeing these pictures </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/3419272173458857659'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5331819/posts/default/3419272173458857659'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://confusednabused.blogspot.com/2007/05/blog-post_05.html' title=''/><author><name>Mila R</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/16094731752775820303</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='24' height='32' src='http://i17.photobucket.com/albums/b52/kyRaNaTaSha/Image098.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_J7SMkLzpnh4/Rjtwqm8o7EI/AAAAAAAAAJc/8Bn_Ext9g30/s72-c/DSC00011.JPG' height='72' width='72'/></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5331819.post-107944422401139925</id><published>2007-05-03T22:55:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-05-04T00:19:59.708+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>..:: what's ur story? bitch. ::..well, let's see...it's been a while since i've last blogged aye? didn't have the chance to use the mac long enough to blog. but now...FINALLY my dad's installed the wireless and i can finally use the internet in my room! at long last!!so, the latest news? i love my job even more now!! really enjoying myself!! the people are fantastic. the job is fulfiling. it am </summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' 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